Lonely

I'm feeling lonely lately. I want to make new friends but not from CL or anywhere on the internet. #2's friend BenJ moved to the UWS with some friends and I'd like to become friends with them. It doesn't hurt that everyone thinks he's hot, even though I didn't really - but I only saw him for 2 seconds. #2 is not doing anything so I could be in contact with BenJ. I asked for his sn, he didn't have it. I asked him to give BenJ mine, he's not going to even though he said he will. And #2 still has not called me after the marathon, basically he hasn't called at all. He speaks to me when I call or IM him, but never initiates. I asked him to tell me if he doesn't want to talk to me or see me but he said he does, he makes no sense.
I went shopping yesterday to Anthropologie, TJ Maxx and Filene's Basement. Now I have even more things in my room to return.
I remembered a movie I saw and forgot to post - The Piano (1993). It was really good but really sad, I cried. Holly Hunter won an Oscar for Best Actress in a Leading Role and Anna Paquin won an Oscar for Best Actress in a Supporting Role. It's about a passionate love affair that ignites between an unhappily married mute woman and the man who bought her cherished piano ( an Indian). She has to buy back her piano one lesson at a time (lessons include him doing what he wants sexually). It was frightening when her husband chops her finger off. I don't know why the daughter brought him the package instead of bringing it straight to George- it was her fault.