Auto Focus

It's raining today, I hate when it rains in the city, it's gross. Busty called me and asked me to come to ADD Boy for the weekend with her. He lives in Brooklyn. Watch his fat roommate like me. Why do fat guys ALWAYS like me???? I don't think I'm fat.... Well I hope I have fun...I probably won't but I'll keep hoping. Busty is bringing me stuff so I can go straight from work. I just have to buy deodorant and underwear. I even left a toothbrush at her place, so she's bringing that.
Last night I finished watching Auto Focus. It;s the story of the life of Bob Crane who started as a radio host then went on to be an actor on TV and in the movies. He became a sex addict and two wives divorced him and he had this creepy video freak friend John Carpenter. Bob was found murdered in a motel room and the murder remains unsolved. According to the movie, John Carpenter murdered Bob after Bob told him he needs his space. It was an independent film ( I think) cuz the camera was all wobbly, but it was an interesting account of someone's life. I like learning about all different things, hence why I chose to watch it.
I feel like I have no life. #2 is acting all weird and disinterested I don't know if he really is disinterested or what' going on with him but I'm gonna lay low from now on. I won't initiate any more calling or IMing. The reason I was initiating was cuz I'm bored and I thought we could be friends again, But I don't know if he's really busy or what his story is. I really want to become friends with BenJ but I have no way of even meeting him.